before sunrise, before sunset, spring summer winter fall..

Julie Delpy’nin çıkış albümünü dinlemekteyim, biraz bayık bir şarkı olan “something a bit vague” çalmalarda. bundan evvel de, before sunrise & before sunset’in ortak soundtrack’ini dinlemiştim bir güzel. sahi, ne güzel filmlerdir onlar! ethan hawke, tip olarak o filmlerde ne kadar da bera’ya benzer ve julie delpy ne kadar güzeldir (ikinci filmdeki aids’li halini pek karıştırmazsak). richard linklater inşallah bir 10 sene daha yaşar da before the kuşluk vakti vesaire bir film daha çeker, zira waking life’taki sekans yetmedi kardeşim! fransız kadınları bir başka oluyor desem, ingilizler alınacak (“seni bir kere öpsem ikinin hatrı kalır..” – Cemal Süreya 8) ama onların yeri apayrı.. 8)

Je T’aime Tant
by Julie Delpy

Tu me suis tu me souris dans la nuit tu me seduis
Je sais que tu sais que je ne sais plus qui je suis
Je t’aime tant je t’aime tant pourtant
Comme le temps qui passe et ment j’attends
Toujours perdante tu me tourmentes
Et tes desirs me prirent pour me detruire
Je prends un certain plaisr a souffrir
A me punir a me repentir
Toujours soumise tu me meprises tu me rejettes tu me maltraites
Douleur et desir sont synonymes de mon plaisir
Je m’abandonne aux hommes sans souci ni tourment
Je me suis perdue sans retenue pour un jeune homme
Un peu hors de la norme
Tu me cherches tu me guettes tu me tiens et je me sens bien
Tu me prends si lentement je desapprends
Puis tu me rends mon tourment
Je serai ce qui te plait la lumiere sur ta peau
Celle qui t’attend a la porte
Et celle qui peu importe je serai ce que tu veux
La sueur sur ton front la brise dans tes cheveux
Ou celle qui te brisera le cou
Je te souris je te nuis je t’aime
Je te detruis je te tiens et tu viens
Tout est bien qui finit bien
Tu sais que je sais que tu ne sais plus qui tu es
Depuis que tu t’adonnes a nos petits jeux hors de la norme
Je te plais tu me plais
You please me, i please you
Nous sommes les amants du tourment
La nuit nous tuons l’ennui l’amour toujours nous suit
L’amour toujours nous fuit, l’amour toujours nous detruit
Comme la pluie et l’oubli comme des cris dans la nuit
Je t’aime tant je t’aime tant pourtant.


her ne demekse.. canım yine çekti, bir daha çalayım (Sam..)

Julie Delpy & Ethan Hawke - Before Sunrise

Suicidal Tendencies – Nobody Hears

Nobody Hears

I talk through my eyes, the words pourin’ out
Nobody hears
You ask me what’s wrong, but what can I say
Nobody hears

I try to tell you, I try to show you
How else can I tell you, how else can I show you

I’m screaming inside, why can’t you hear
Nobody hears
You’re looking right through me, like I’m not here
Nobody hears

CHORUS
When the last tear falls down
nothing gets washed away
Another plea put to rest
As nobody hears, nobody hears

So what did I do to you
That makes you run from me
Now I’m sitting here screaming inside myself
Don’t understand why nobody hears

You figured it, shaped it to your perfection
Nobody hears
Subtracted my feelings from the equation
Nobody hears

Is it all in my mind
Then it would be easy to find

CHORUS

So what did I do to you
That makes you run from me
Now I’m sitting here screaming inside myself
Don’t understand why nobody hears

so if it’s all, if it’s all in my mind
Then wouldn’t it, wouldn’t it
Wouldn’t it be so easy to find

CHORUS

So what do I have to do
To make you comfort me
Now I’m sitting here screaming inside myself
Don’t understand why nobody hears

So I’m sitting here screaming inside myself
Well I’m sitting here crying inside myself
So I’m sitting here screaming to nobody else
Don’t understand why nobody hears
And nobody hears, nobody hears, nobody hears

[[Suicidal Tendencies]] – Art of Rebellion, 1992

Art of Rebellion, efsanevi Monopoly on Sorrow‘u da içeren, ST’nin en iyi albümlerinden biridir. Bu albüm müydü Emir’in kırdığı?..

ST / Art of Rebellion (1992)